*explained*
I decided to erase/scrap most if not all of my deviations because I felt that they would not do me justice as an artist. Now, you may be thinking deep down inside "From what I've seen you freakin' suck..." But, no, I've improved a bit. I may have not posted anything for a while now but I have gotten better, so as I looked back at my old deviations, I saw how much I sucked. But, I wanna change that. So little by little (very little) I'll see if I can post anything new... Doubt it though... Well, I'm off!

You know what I don't like? No, of course not, but here, I'll tell you:

A couple days ago I started up on bleach again and like any fan I looked up information on various bleach stuff such as Kido (demon arts), the Zanpakto, and some random new character. On my search for this now valueable information (for me anyways) I ended up on a random bleach fan-fiction site. At first I was like "Whoa a list with cannon and 'fannon' (they used that word a lot) Kido, Characters, Zanpakto etc. But then I started reading the characters' biographies. Then, It struck me harder than a semi going at full speed. I really dislike people without creativity, and what I dislike even more is people without creativity that have the ballz of calling "their" character their own...

Example 1 of 1 - horrible, character designing: [link] Sounds pretty cool, no? If you know nothing of bleach, or know but haven't gotten to the Hueco Mundo arc, you'll probably be like, "nice" or "Thumbs Up". Now you're asking yourselves. "Okay, Josh what's wrong with it?" Not only is he stealing a character, but he also has a terrible back story... HORRIBLE. Not to mention that he mispells his "own" character's name on more than one occasion. Also don't those "duragons" seem familiar.

Now I know that by now a couple of fan-fic people hate my guts and are thinking about blasting my ass with a Cero or with a barrage of Bala but this may anger you more. I personally think that setting your character up with another cannon character (OC + i dunno, Ichigo) isn't exactly good. What I really wanna say is that it's okay to do this if the character you're pairing your character with isn't in some kind of romance with another Urahara Kisuke for example. He's an awesome character, and most of you fan girls dream of your character cuddling up with him, but even though it may not be expressed he and Yoruichi have something. I think that if you're going to be writing about someone elses characters, Tite Kubo's in this case, step into those character's shoes for a second and see things from his persepective. Here's an example: I really want my character "Jin" to be in a relationship with either Soifon or Karin. I was thinking Soifon would be best but then I started thinking on how I could integrate both into my OC's love life. The thing with Soifon is that she gives her undivided attention to Yoruichi causing Jin to struggle for her attention, while Karin on the other hand even though she's younger and a human, she's pretty tough and can see spirits. This allows Jin to communicate with her and vice versa. Now we compare characters Soifon is strong and a fighter, but like I said, she has a thing for that other woman, Jin is pretty easy going, but protective already causing problems in their relationship. Karin, though strong willed she's not strong enough, which lets my character protect her, also allowing him to teach her some basic kido which strengthens their relationship, and as a writer it shows growth in not just one character but in both. But then there's Ichigo, "Oh the drama!" See isn't this the type of things you wanna read. Not just "Oh, Jin without you I'd be alone in a world full of hollow"- the worst part is that Soifon would be the one saying that if I just wanted them together. I guess what I wanna say is: to be creative but at the same time be realistic.

These days I lack the drive, the lust, the innitiative to draw. My right hand trembles asmuch as my left. My focus divided. Not only that but yet again I've let the Hulkster down by not being able to come through with the comic, or even the character sheet. I can't draw. I want to, but when I clear the dust off the sketch book, pick up a pencil and the blank page begs to be filled with creativity, I leave this plane of reality and find myself staring at the blank page for what seems an eternety. I guess by putting my heart in a box I've lost the passion for art. Its funny cause back when I liked Kathia or Maria I could draw pretty well, but now that I'm free to think without "love" clouding my judgement I draw better with my left hand than my right... Also, for the few friends of mine that are wondering why I suddenly stopped talking to you and calling me "asshole" behind my back, *sigh* if you've got something to say just tell me straight up... also, a comment on something else, I've had it with the losers that think that just by putting me down you'll somehow make you shit life better, well, it won't get you far. Just because I don't retaliate it doesn't mean that you're better than me in any way. It just shows how insecure and sad you are... That's pretty much it, I think until the next time that I feel like updating this empty dust filled account...

Friends and Watchers,

I wish to say that i'm sorry for my constant complains etc...

With Much Love,
Raijin93


Guys, how is it that few and simple words can break even the most stubborn person down?
These last few days, though I enjoy every second when I'm around her, memories and simulations have been running through my mind. This mixture is quite dangerous when it comes to a person who thinks a lot and dwells on things, I find this makes me sort of unstable. I do have a lot of self control, but due to recent events, I've become some sort of emotional freak... Like I said, I love being around her, but the thoughts of being with her in contrast to reality is very upsetting. Its not like I don't have the courage to tell her, because I've told her twice now how much I love her and twice I've been rejected. For some reason, I can't stop. I want to try again and again, but others tell me otherwise and that if she ever does accept me, it would be out of pity. Reality is one cold hearted bitch (I'm sorry). Now i don't understand it. I've been nothing but a caring friend, I've protected her from being hurt; I've defended her when my friends make fun of her; I gave her gifts... The guy she likes couldn't care less whether she's alive or not. She probably feels the same for me. Listen, I've even tried helping her out with the guy. Why am I wasting my time on something that's never going to happen? In the end, I'm stuck loving a girl that doesn't love me.

OC Battle status:
I've decided not to start until i give Hulk at least two references for the character...

is preety much hosting "sparring matches", or what i guess you can call sparring matches, of sequential skills (comics) to:
1. Improve his skills. (like we all want to)
2. Practice.
3. To have fun.

I decided i wanted to try cuz i need A LOT! of practice...
I'm sorry that i haven't posted the character. It turns out that the computer with the scanner is sorta messed up, so to atleast try and make up for that i'm going to put some information on him so that you know what you're going up against.

Name: Jonathan "Jon" Maxwell
Age: 20
Height: 5'8 - 7' (while in full body transformation)
Hair: Black
Eyes: Brown - red while powered up
Skin: Tanned?[link] <--- like that guy in the middle
Power: Jon can control the "diamond" in his body willingly to make spikes, spears, swords, projectiles, etc. His skin is covered by a similar, but much weaker, substance that allows him to absorb, generate, and redirect many forms of energy. He can transform into a hulkish diamond beast (in which his durability, diamond/energy manipulation, strength, and speed increase). This transformation is triggered when he feels intense fear, anger, etc. While in his normal form he has super strength, agility, heightened senses, healing factor (but not at extremes like an angered hulk, its takes a few more seconds), and an inhumane amount of stamina and durability.

In depth look at his abilities: Jon was born with a unique skeletal structure made of, what the doctors could only compare the material to, diamond, though much stronger than diamonds. His skin ,though not invunerable, is covered by a similar material, but not as durable, as the skeletal material (which ARE unbreakable). The skin allows him to absorb surrounding energy and either generate or redirect it. It also grants him durability (yeah yeah falling from great heights etc.) and stamina while fighting strong opponents. This also allows him to mimic different types of energy. Jon can voluntarily control the diamond material to make things such as: coffee mugs, action figures of himself, projectiles and with practice he can make detailed things like statues or busts (see powers can be useful too, not just destructive). Though normally blue, he can willingly change the colors of the diamond. While healing his wounds his body temperature raises to increadible levels mimicing how diamond are formed beneath the earth. This increase in temperature also gives him a boost in energy manipulation making up for whatever injury is being healed. While under a lot of stress in battle the diamond starts taking over the body transforming into a hulkish 7 foot beast. With his powers increased 100x people would think he is invincible, but its his own downfall on the long run. The amount of kickassnes and badassery that this form requires him takes a lot out of him, but by absorbing the energy around him like a vacuum with the suction power of 10 twisters he manages to maintain this form for a long while, until he snaps out of it. Though normally nor in his beast form is he able to fly he is able to make thrusters out of his back and with help of energy manipulation fly as if he had a jet pack . Just because he's a monster it doesnt mean he's easy to outsmart.

I think thats basically it... Strong, smart, skilled. yeah i think we're almost done...

Oh yeah Jon hasnt had much preparation in mixed martial arts but he can hold his own in a fight against someone who does.

if you have any questions just ask...

I decided to change it from 8' to 7' cuz for some reason i thought it was a bit extreme...