Friends and Watchers,

I wish to say that i'm sorry for my constant complains etc...

With Much Love,
Raijin93


Guys, how is it that few and simple words can break even the most stubborn person down?
These last few days, though I enjoy every second when I'm around her, memories and simulations have been running through my mind. This mixture is quite dangerous when it comes to a person who thinks a lot and dwells on things, I find this makes me sort of unstable. I do have a lot of self control, but due to recent events, I've become some sort of emotional freak... Like I said, I love being around her, but the thoughts of being with her in contrast to reality is very upsetting. Its not like I don't have the courage to tell her, because I've told her twice now how much I love her and twice I've been rejected. For some reason, I can't stop. I want to try again and again, but others tell me otherwise and that if she ever does accept me, it would be out of pity. Reality is one cold hearted bitch (I'm sorry). Now i don't understand it. I've been nothing but a caring friend, I've protected her from being hurt; I've defended her when my friends make fun of her; I gave her gifts... The guy she likes couldn't care less whether she's alive or not. She probably feels the same for me. Listen, I've even tried helping her out with the guy. Why am I wasting my time on something that's never going to happen? In the end, I'm stuck loving a girl that doesn't love me.

OC Battle status:
I've decided not to start until i give Hulk at least two references for the character...